velkr0.org



the first step in becoming interesting


looks like i have now completed the velkr0.org revamp… looks pretty good.. and works in all good browsers (doesn’t work in opera 6 mac for sure though)… ie and firefox, on mac and pc.. work wonderfully… i have even made alternative stylesheets for you firefox users who find the writing on this site too small… you can easily switch between styles by clicking on the icon at the bottom right of your firefox browser (right beside the rss feed icon)….

now it is just time for this site to grow… i would like to see it become more writing based, it should still be kind of abstract as it tends to be now… but in the future i will aim for a more organized and purposeful web log… basically less whining and more insightful writing. i don’t want it to become too formal though… but rather more fun, interesting and ultimately thought provoking.


blockquotes and tv trash


well i want to test out how blockquotes are going to look… i don’t think i have used one yet to date.. but they are handy and i am sure i will use them in the future… so here it goes, here is a quote from ‘The economy of televised trash and class‘ by Charles Demers:

But to complain endlessly about this bottom-of-the-barrel, becleavaged decline of civilization is to miss the fact that television is offering some real, intelligent, inspired and progressive contributions to the much-maligned, small-screen medium. Last Sunday?s Emmy awards saw top honours in their categories go to the profoundly engaging and forward-thinking Sopranos (best dramatic series, best supporting actress in a dramatic series Drea de Matteo, best supporting actor in a dramatic series Michael Imperioli) and Jon Stewart?s hilarious, Bush-skewering Daily Show (best variety series). Both shows trade on intelligence, exposing hypocrisy, and challenging viewers instead of pandering. And both are products of the same breakdown in television responsible for Reality TV.

This was a pretty good article… check it out.


the colour grey


velkr0.org now has a new look… it seems to be extremely grey.. this is mainly due to the fact that i was having some troubles matching colours… i did start with colours… but yeah… i when i was done… i noticed it was all grey… i like this layout better than the old one… but the fonts on the PC kinda suck….. i like the looks of it on the mac… renders nicely in safari and firefox… and on the pc… its seems to render pretty good in ie and firefox… ie is kinda buggy… but we all knew that… anyway… hope you all like the new look… i know i do… well.. i think… maybe… wait… i need some colour… ahh not now… maybe later…


movie watching


i think i am going to go watch a movie, rather than write in my blog today… i could write about anything… i just dunno what…. so why think about it at all… watching a movie is much easier… much more passive and possibly even more relaxing than writing a blog entry and the pain of carpal tunnel… damn, i hope there is something good on… and i hope these fucken roofers get off my roof.. kuz they are banging and making way to much noise to comfortably watch a movie….. hey maybe i should just leave the house.. and get my camera… naaa… not quite yet… still need to determine if i can afford it.. kuz i am going to need every last penny, for my mid october trip!!


huh? examination.


scattered thoughts… wow… ok focus…. there are some important events coming up and i need to be on my ‘a’ game…. i need to go through the info point for point… analyse it… provide examples… and follow ups for the examples… i need to stay on task… answer the questions… and don’t slip up… this will be worse than a job interview… kuz at a job interview – you have nothing to lose… communication skills are key… the facts must be demonstrated… and the ‘truth’ will prevail… plain and simple…


headlines


well… i have always wondered when people would start to use RSS… it was a really good idea… and seemed quite useful… the problem was… you would have to use an RSS reader.. which would be able to browse the billions of headlines for all your favourite news sites/blogs… but when ever you wanted to get more than the headline (and very brief description), you would have to click it.. and view the page in your web browser… this was kinda cumbersome… kuz why wouldn?t you just use your web browser in the first place… and goto the sites you want to check the headlines of… so that why i never really used it… but with the new version of FireFox… it has a feature called ‘live bookmarks’… basically… FireFox has incorporated RSS into the bookmark.. meaning… you can check you headlines in your bookmarks.. and if you see one you like.. you simple click on it… its amazing… its probably the best way anyone could incorporate RSS…. it still has a few bugs… and should be easier to add live bookmarks… (some websites its easy, others not so… ) but yeah.. check it out if you get a chance… its worth it…


our airways, our messages


looks like Kalle Lasn is up to something good this time… looks like his magazine/foundation [Adbusters Media Foundation] is filing a lawsuit against the major Canadian broadcasters (even the CRTC) for the right to purchase air time on Canadian tv. this suit could have a huge impact on Canadian tv, by diminishing the control broadcasters have over ad content. basically right now… the ads you see are allowed because they support the beliefs of the corporations that own the tv stations. if the courts rule that Kalle can put his ads on… this would allow anyone [with enough money] to purchase air time.. and broadcast their message to the Canadian population…

for more info check out the CBC

the broadcasters (that are using public airways – so basically analog channels/nationwide networks) should not have the right to filter ad content… ad should simply be reviewed by the CRTC… (to filter out truly harmful message, those that hurt people not just profits)…

Kalle says it best: “Essentially, this is about free speech. In a democracy citizens should have equal right to access the public airwaves ? we own them. At the very least, we should be able to buy airtime under the same rules and conditions as corporate advertisers.

ok now i must go study for real…


rewards vis-a-vis goals


digital cameras and studying.. wow.. maybe i was so enthusiastically looking to find a digital camera yesterday, because well, i needed to stall studying.. this studying for the lsat is so weird… kuz i don’t know the answers.. i can’t study material.. and memorize it like i have for every test i have ever written… read, memorize, regurgitate, forget…. this test… it about proficiency in logical and analytical reasoning as well as reading comprehension… i have been practising style and technique rather than ‘studying’…. this is all good… but i am a bit nervous… kuz i don’t know how i will perform on exam day… even if i get my reading speeds up… and my time to answer questions down… how will i feel on the day of the exam?? now.. this uncertainty is playing a role in my procrastination… because if i don’t know, or really even have a good idea (based on past experiences) how can i determine the best way for me to prepare for this exam… i can’t simply follow the suggestions of the authors of my study books… kuz… sure their strategies may work for the masses, they may not for me… just like for normal exams… some kids would stay up all nite studying… me on the other hand.. would goto bed early… and stop studying… kuz i found i performed better if i was well rested and if my brain was not over loaded with every last detail… anyway, i have worked hard (and still need to for the next 2 weeks), and deserve (/will deserve) to buy myself a toy… its been over a year since i have bought one… and since then i have graduated university, completed some small goals, did a few extra jobs for some spending cash, and well… yeah… so hey.. this is what i am going to do… i am going to get back to my box and continue preparing for this test… and once i have completed the test on oct 2nd and my temp job on oct 3rd… i will reward myself.

update [13:04]: of course the following line was found in my horoscope today… for all you nay-sayers… i dunno “Be careful of doing anything to excess and avoid wasting money on items that appeal to your fancy now but do not have any lasting merit or appeal.”


the greeting


it starts with a greeting… this greeting is essential… it is not just what you say.. but how you look, how you portray yourself and how this greeting is received… this greeting is key to everything to follow….

random nouns:
conversation… connection… respect… goal…. well-being… mystery… confidence… initiative… anxiety… butterflies… attraction… joy… pride… regret… opportunity… confusion… options…


becoming antsy


it’s now 4 oclock and i have done fuck all today, i attempted to apply for one job (but was talked out of it due to lack of pay), i have paid some bills, and looked into the application process for EI. i could just go have a beer and relax… or get in the car and visit some friends… or take my laptop to the store so they can fix the optical drive and look at the screen… but i don’t want to… i was going to go for a bike ride.. but my tire is flat… i should go fix my tire… yeah.. or maybe just go for a run… i want to play some tennis actually… but it seems like i am the only bum around so finding a tennis partner is difficult… i could clean this mess up… but naaa… i am so antsy… industrious to find myself some happiness… but somehow lost and incoherent to any direction in life…. well that’s not totally true… i have a general idea of the direction i want to take… and that direction is anywhere ‘up’… i refuse to waste anytime going ‘down’… this up and down scale is totally subjective to my beliefs and ideas of what life could/should be… basically meaning right now i am not willing to do something that does not require the ‘hoops’ i have already passed through… (ie skool, experience, etc…) this makes perfect logical sense… (why would i want to go backwards?) so this means what? i need to focus on what will make me happy, not what will simply give me money… now.. i think i would settle for something that gives me money and respect, even if i will not be totally happy with it… kuz that respect and money can be transferred into other aspects of my life… which could lead to happiness… anyways.. i am going for a run… peace out all!!



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