eerie feelings mixed with a sense of comfort

sitting here in my chair, it feels like the last
two months didn’t even happen. i have the exact
same feelings inside as i once did. these feelings
are a mixture of comfort and discomfort.

there are so many things here, which i enjoy;
a real bed, a tv with satellite, and of course
this chair i am sitting on. (wow i blog about chairs a lot)
but when i think about it, i could very easily have these
things in vancouver. the only thing missing is my alarm clock.
last night i went to look over at it at least three times, and it wasn’t there. (it’s in vancouver)

so, i am going to take the next step when i get back,
and buy some stuff, attempt to fill my apartment with
‘things’ that i will become accustomed to.

it’s almost like making a commitment of some sort,
by creating a pseudo-foundation of material objects
to live upon that essentially weigh me down and secure me
to a specific time and place.

Happy New Year Joey, it’s too bad we couldn’t get together while you were in the province. You should fill your apartment with material things, especially dvds and satellite tv because i’m planning a February trip to visit and i’ll most likely stay with you guys (thumbsup)

2005.01.03 5:04 am

well mark, there are no plans for a television, but there is a couch now, you can enjoy that during your stay… see you soon.

2005.01.14 10:18 am

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