do do do, la la la, blog blog blog. time for some water and time to start studying. peace.
well a lot has happened in the last week, a lot of things that are quite progressive. things are changing but very slowly, i am moving out of summer mode and trying to get focused here. i start a new part time job tomorrow, which is just a temporary position for the next nine weeks. i am hoping this job will expose me to some other full time opportunity, but at the bare minimum i know that i will walk away with some new experience, which will definitely help me down the road. the hunt for full time is still in full force, and i have a few connections i still have to try to utilize. this is a tough process, and i am appreciating the help i am getting from a few good people. you people know who you are and i thank you tonnes!! well i am off to the office now to finish off this week. peace. velkr0.
it’s time… july is almost over.. ryan is getting married on saturday… and there is 1 month of summer left… i am starting to enter the right mindset to start studying for the lsat… while simultaneously continuing the job hunt… there may be a part time weekend position coming up.. which will last for 9 weeks… this is very poor timing … since i will want to focus this time on the lsat… however… maybe this extra responsibility will get be back on track and focused… in other words… goal-oriented. i am kinda of excited about practising and writing the lsat… it will be good to get my logical and analytical reasoning ability up…. also with the potential part time job.. it will give me some more work experience… but who knows right now… i need to get a hold of ryan.. so i can figure out where the wedding is so i can show up for rehearsal 🙂
well…. i am just going to list the items that i want… i want these items because they all seem kool… and i think i should have them…. now i really don’t need them for anything… other than personal ease or pleasure… they are as follows, in no particular order…
– digital camera, external hard drive, usb thumb drive, wireless keyboard and mouse, camera phone, expressvu pvr, laser printer, and umm… i thinks that’s all… please send your donations today.
tequila nite coming up… i think it will be the best booze for my mood… it should change things up a bit… and make everything warm and fuzzy… tequila is good that way… it really does change things up… i have always enjoyed tequila, but when i was in mexico this past february… i grew a greater appreciation for this fine beverage…. i wish it wasn’t so over priced here at the bars… but ohh well… i will just predrink it up using my tequila i have left from the duty free in mexico…
well there is two “quotes” that i enjoy in the song ‘aeroplane flies high’ performed by smashing pumpkins (written by billy corgan)… and they are as follows:
1) if i knew where i was going, i’d already be there.
2) i’ve always been afraid to die, but i think i am more afraid to live.
these lyrics can be interpreted many different ways (i assume)… but the way i see it…
the first one means… that my life is my life… that i am currently living my life… and if my life were to be any different, it already would be… i would have already made the changes… i would of already progressed to this ‘new’ place to go.
the second one… well.. umm… just means that i am unable to make the changes in life, that will let life progress. these changes ‘should’ be made… because without them you are not really living… but this ties in with the fact that i dunno where i am going… so i can’t make the changes to ‘be there’…
so is it that i am afraid to make the changes or that i dunno what changes to make? or that i should not be afraid to live… and that i should be where i am going?
thoughts? hmmm…. i wonder what i am going to talk about right now… i don’t really have a topic in mind, but rather just a craving to make an entry to my world famous blog. yes, world famous! i can make such a claim because this blog can be accessed anywhere in the world!! that’s right… this blog, or online journal can be read by anyone in the world… of course i am assuming that anyone in the world can have WWW access… which isn’t 100% true.. but ohh well… i want to pretend it is…. so anyways… how about those pen chewers… i am one of them… not really sure why i enjoy chewing on pens… other than the simple fact that they pacify me… and entertain me as well!! ummm…
waiting sucks… while i don’t mind waiting for things that i know i will get, but when you have to wait to find stuff out (when there is a chance that stuff may not go as you want it to)… that sucks… like… if your at a theme park.. and you are waiting in line… sure its not as fun as the ride… but i enjoy waiting in lines like that… you simply deal with it.. and you make the best of it… you start talking to people waiting with you and you accomplish more than just going on the ride… now… if there is bad weather then… this kind of wait turns into a wait for a bar… when you are in line for a bar… its all good if its early.. or if you are waiting with the people you plan to hang out with.. but when you are waiting in line for the bar.. and its long and you are not sure if you’ll get in… this sucks…
so i guess i am just trying to say.. that waiting is kool.. if is as waiting in a queue… but waiting for the luck of the draw… sux!
but wait… isn’t the line at the bar a queue? shit… ok.. i need another example… ahh maybe another day!!
peace.
velkr0.
well.. i decided to go with freebsd on my pc… as the os to help facilitate the backing up of my powerbook… damn i never realized how slow 810 kb/s really is when you are dealing with gigs of shit!! to get around the problem i was having with the special characters that macs HFS+ allows… i simply used smbclient on the freebsd machine and did some mgets from the powerbook… samba automatically replaced the ?’s and the /’s with _’s…..
btw jim lahey is a drunk bastard.
today was my convocation, and now i have officially been ‘admitted’.
good times ahead, i can feel it.
velkr0.