sunday morning

ahh, sunday morning… a frame of time, with a sentiment that seems to be so consistent. regardless of what i actually do, sunday morning has a unique role in the week. today, i am simply laying in bed, half propped up, using two pillows to do so. i have my knees bent up and i am using my thighs my stomach as a base for my powerbook. it is actually quit comfortable, and since i have experienced this time and time again, i don’t think i will ever be able to go without a laptop computer. to the right of me i have some coffee, it is pretty cool right now since i have been busy surfing, and reading other people’s blogs. either way though, taking a sip here and there is quite fulfilling. as for music, i am listening to the new m83 album, through my tiny powerbook speakers, which normally sound really bad, but today they sound just right. mind you, i really do need to purchase some fairly small, high quality headphones for situations like this and for a work. my ear buds are just too crappy, to actually get lost in the music, but they are better than nothing!! this weekend all in all has been pretty relaxing, and it’s been great. last night i just observed other people trying to escape their daily lives, break loose, and have a bit of fun. normally i would of been right in there, but last night, i just listened from a distance, and it was great. i guess everyone is on a specific page in their lives, but with me, i seem to be out on my own – well sort of… i can think of two people that are in similar situations right now, but all with their unique set of challenges. so, i guess i am trying to say that i am out on my own here, and that i could team up with others who are on separate pages, but there really isn’t a point, since i have already experienced those. so it’s just me, experiencing my life as it is right now, going with the flow; however, staying on the track i have set out for myself (i just hope i won’t regret anything).

hey velkr0 (not gonna use ur real name buddy. lol but I know who you are. hahaha.

I’ve been reading your blogs here and there. Like I said, quite the writer.
Anyways, I’m leaving a commet cuz I all I have to say is you’ll always regret the things u didn’t do more than the things u did do.

Chris :o)

2005.01.30 12:48 pm

chris, you are totally right; you can only regret what you don’t do.

but i fear regrets when i am forced to choose between two or more possibilities. how will i ever know if i make the right decisions? i guess the only way to gauge that based on my level of complacency after the fact and i suppose the best way to avoid regret is to act on what you know you want to do, not on what you should do.

2005.01.30 1:12 pm

That’s easy. Choose one and don’t look back. Like I always say, Plus and Minus to everything. You choose one direction, u’ll always miss something out in the other and vise versa. Trust your instincts.

Chris :o)

2005.01.30 1:23 pm

what can i say, i always like looking back… especially to reflect on what i have done, and to see what i can do better next time… it’s not always plus and minus, sometimes you can be plus 2 or minus 2, and this is the only way you can grow as a person – when you get a good hand you gotta bet big to walk away a winner. now, i always do trust my instincts, but sometimes i just have to ignore them and take a chance and hope that it will still work out. i think i need to take these risks in order to get ahead.. but maybe that’s just the gambler in me prevailing through. who knows!?!? peace dude.

2005.01.30 11:12 pm

Wing Dreamer

“nothing ventured, nothing gained”

2005.02.03 5:26 pm

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